Hi, I'm Crystal. Im eighteen, and I'm a vegetarian, tree huggin, hippie. I have an amazing boyfriend who is constantly giving me kisses :] I love Paramore, Nevershoutnever, eatmewhileimhot!, AAR, I see stars, and The Cab. I'm and artist & photographer. messsage me if anything :]


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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

photossss.

haaaaaaaaaa :]

"punkbitch, cause i've seen it before. " -3OH!3

him: you know what i hate so much?
her: what?
him: you.
her: ME?
him: i can't stop thinking about you.
her: well you know what i hate so much?
him: what?
her: you.
him: oh yeah, what's the reason for that one?
her: you make me smile too much. i'm going to be the most wrinkled old bastard ever.

If you’ve lived in more than one place in your life, there’s always someone you miss. When you leave a place that you love to go somewhere else, you feel your heart is split in several places at once. And you don’t know where home is because you don’t know where your heart is

 

love me

kiss me

fuck me

picture me

hate me

paint me

break me

draw me

make me

annoy me

sex me

feel me

lick me

eat me

bite me

hug me

hold me

turn me

hit me

abuse me

betray me

fake me

date me

marry me

divorce me

massage me

rub me

rape me

imitate me?

never, bitch. - latsyrc

So basically we're epic. We belong on pages
of books together and on the sets of movies.
We're something like a riot.

get dirty. get fucking filthy. get poor. get off your ass. get desprate. get dangerous. get moving. get productive. get pro-active. get started. get your own life. get doing somthing. anything. because before you know it you're 40 with kids, a mortage and responsibilities that cause your fun to come second. so before cancer, before children, before 50 hour work weeks, before back and kneeproblems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor.. fight.fight and fuck and run and smile. smile because the older you get the less you will.so yes " quit being such a goddamn pussy. " because bitching and whining and worry never made anything better.


no matter what, once in your life someone will hurt you
that someone will take all that you are, and rip it into pieces and they won't even watch where the pieces land
but through the breakdown, you'll learn something about yourself
you'll learn that you're strong
and no matter how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone

a kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
a hug is just a hug until it's the person you're thinking of.
a dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
and love is just a word until it's proven to you.

i'm scared to move on because i'm worried that the second i'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me 'kinda a lot', and that you miss me 'kinda a lot'. I'm worried that i'll get so confused because i'll be so happy with him, but of course i'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just have you get bored again and move onto some slut. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.

love me til the world ends

you taught me how to be strong, how to hold my head high, you said you'd always be there for me and i know you don't lie. your the reason i believe in myself, the reason i get through the day, its cause i know your out there hoping im living my life the right way


man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. if he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person... if he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately, he's just not that into you. stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you.

every girl has that one boy that she will never get over.
that one that makes you laugh all the time;
that one that gives you butterflies just by hearing his name;
that one who remembers all of the stupid things you say
and do and reminds you of them months later;
that one who has his name written all over your heart;
that one who you compare everyone to;
that one that you never get sick of talking or hearing about;
that one that you are constantly crying over;
that one that no one can understand why it's him;
that one that everyone thinks you can do better than;
that one that makes you ask, "why her?";

believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody`s going to come & save you, you`ve got to save yourself. Nobody`s going to give you anything. You`ve got to go out & fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you. & nobody will be as sorry as you if you don`t get it. So don`t give up on your dreams

 

 

Let your inhibitions go, make every touch electrical. When you're feeling beautiful, will you remember me? I wanna touch you deep inside, and find the secrets that you hide when your fears are cast aside, will you remember me?

hope isn't deciding whether the good
can outweigh the bad, or take it away.
hope is seeing the bad, and choosing
to take action to make it into the good.

 

Look to the past and remember and smile.
And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene, I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.

 

hes gorgeousssssssss.

"Art is my day-long obsession." - me

iloveyou.

 

sometimes im wierd. sometimes i stay in my room the entire day and draw, draw my

dreams away. I could be like this forever, if only i could. <3 - me  [ crystal ]


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All these were taken by me! :] please dont take, and if you do, gimme credit .

 


Monday, August 03, 2009

Why Robert Pattinson is ugly until you watch twilight

So you've heard of that amazing vamire movie right? Oh yeah! Edward is SO beautiful!

Ok so last night my cousin was talking about how ugly Robert Pattinson is. So like a good 17 year old girl that I am, I popped in the movie that so many girls obsess over. Within 15 minutes, she was awwwing and oooing everytime he appeared. What is it about Edward that gets women and girls so crazy? Is it his charm? Is it the fact that he's forbidden? Is it the fact that he's a vampire that is unattainable? Or is it the books?

My theory; Edward plus vampire plus beautiful plus humble plus gentle plus the soundtrack is amazing, with paramore in it plus a blue filter on the whole movie makes it happen. I've read all the books, and I imagined Edward more beautiful than Robert Pattinson. What do you think? Did you Imagine him like this? If it was Jake Gyllenhaal or Hosh Farro would it be different?